September became October. October slipped away from me completely. I was aware of it going. The days refused to match up with the numbers assigned to them. The clocks changed. My focus was on the next moment. And the next moment. Maybe the next day I’ll feel better. Maybe the next day I’ll get to …
Category Archives: DFSP
What the hell is that uterus for?
Photo by RDNE Stock project When I got sick with Brucellosis et al, I did a bunch of tests to show that it was indeed bacterial infections screwing me over. Doctors needed all the proofsss. And even then, some of them- (assholes!)- shrugged at the fact that my spleen was enlarged, and I did have some kidney …
Reviews Hurt
It’s the time of year to do it, but looking back is so, so difficult for me. I don’t want to reread my blog entries or my e-journal. It hurts me to see how my life has gone. My life is just going away from me… Along with my e-journaling, I keep a physical day …