It’s the time of year to do it, but looking back is so, so difficult for me. I don’t want to reread my blog entries or my e-journal. It hurts me to see how my life has gone. My life is just going away from me… Along with my e-journaling, I keep a physical day …
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Hi there, I’m lost
Today is my 40th birthday. I am not a very happy person. I woke up in a modern (crap) hotel room in New Jersey instead of some ancient palazzo in Venice Italy. I was supposed to be in Venice. Venice was promised to me twice now and each time it’s magically removed from the equation. …
Wear your face panty!
July! The month were the house starts to kill me in the manner of a slow cook oven.My space is constantly stuffy. Even with the windows open and the fans going. Heat rashes adorn my hand and feet like awful henna designs.It’s been hard to sleep. It’s been hard to not get depressed.It’s been hard to concentrate. Fortunately, …