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Spiders run leggy through my hair
Plaiting it with their silky webs
Snakes denied those limbs circle my feet
Glittering emerald in the starlight
k.Nightly raven wings flutter in a crush
Clothing me with their feathers
Coyote voice reaches to the belted Skywalker
These long fingers knuckle at the pocked Moon
Amid tickling soft smoothness
Sharp things lacerate the skin
Poisons become introduced to Blood
A sickly swollen lymphatic system
Makes me eat me alive
What started pretty unwound
To black tongue and paralysis
Under the bone-bleacher Sun
a tendency toward nervous system failure
head to toe covered in dark enough hairs
with warping spine and half blind
a malformed ribcage holding one skittery heart beneath
two (plus vestigial?) mismatched breasts
equaling something less than woman
i can't remember how i was convinced to live through this
but i've more than a few harsh words for who ever it was
Comfortably splintered
Weathered down to near black back porch
Blends neatly into the lawn expanse of green
Strewn with so many mulching flames;
Fires colours that will be gathered later
To release their heat in a singular blaze;
Marshmallows brown, chestnuts boom
Voices uplifted in song
But all that comes after the stars show up
Down by the stonewall borders
Ancient arboreal splendors
Break then amend the slanting light
Pouring through bluest sky
A peachy rosen gold glow;
Ripening apples are the glory of a few;
Small burdens effortlessly displayed
Grandparent trees holding youth
Theirs to give up freely
With happy wooden hearts
There's a low melody filtering
Audible thrumming through
The baking spiced bread-house
Out into the crisp air
The perfect idle idyllics' soundtrack
For a brew unmatched anywhere
Dearest friends
Beloved antagonists
Us.
Amicably lounging on chair, step or railing
Some up playing
Rough enough to embrace grass stains
In joy with one another;
Pride, Age, Humility stripped of seriousness
We make light of them in clown shoes
And they allow us the joke;
Our temperaments smoothed out
One slow-motion melt
Chocolate, cider, coffee, mint steam
In mugs on the sideboard
Fidgety without a chilled hand to fill
As glad spirits
Dressed up in comfortable trousers
And well knit sweaters
We let time give us a Minnesotan Goodbye
Forgetful of the lengthening nights;
Conversation lazes
Thought casually tossed soul to soul
Nothing pressing important
Nothing needless either
Silence glazes
Sweet and easy maple syrup
Our contented eyes let the world be
And it feels sooo good.

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Tell me, hey, what it is that makes you-
I see your body curled in bed desirable naked-
Suffer things I can't put a name on
I see the effect of lightning's reach
Its fingers down from under your hair
Deep under the surface
All throughout the red meat
Screaming- IT'S ALIVE!
A limb spasms
Then another
It's normal
Those words are too dry to believe
(Normal for who, huh?)
How can I make this work?
I have to find a way to fit myself around you
Holding this awkward shape in my arms
Beating itself into a hard ball of jaded tears- and how bitter!
My hands touch on the outside
Barely explaining the mad thoughts of life in my head
The crack of your bones warns me of hurt
Even though smiles stretch out
There are sparks here
Just the wrong kind
Anthing I can do?
Any requests?
(Whisper:
Fight the gods for me.)

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Well? What do you think?
You saw me then
Didn't you see?
Gaunt wide-eyed
Smiling less and less
Now you see rounder shapes
Fuller with a laughter
Near brimming over with bubble letters
A child you see
A young girl perhaps
A doe face openly softened
Knowing
Without a heart-beat of forgetting
All the malice of human hearts
Crow woke up from a spirit flight one fresh air, pale blue morning and he knew by the shape his face was taking that he had not smiled in a long time. His belly sagged from want of a good laughing and a proper meal. Those darkness eyes of his jabbed the world below, around his lofty evergreen perch. Crow grumbled that there were no corn stalks to be seen.

There was however, a black way cut through the sparse woods next to his tree. This was no hoof trodden deer path. What happened to this country?

Interest quipped, Crow loped casually down to have a closer look at this development. It was a highway that smelled of Hel's realm. The colour suited him, of course; even the yellow markings down the middle. It looked a kind of snake slithering over the earth. That was good because snakes were wise; they knew how to keep- Crow's head cocked. What do they call them now? -humans. Keep humans in their place. At least he hoped snakes still possessed that power after all this time. How long had he been ghost flying anyway? Crow mused for a moment. He sauntered off the road, back up to his height seat.

What now? Afar he spied some unfamiliar beast moving along the tar track. It's going was much to fast, but it's shell glinted attractively in the sunlight. It came closer. This was no beast! Not even a giant beetle. He saw it was a chariot that had gone and swallowed up all its horses. Passing by in a mighty roaring wind, Crow saw a woman was inside. Crow sense a strange kind of magic here and knew he must understand it.

After a good preening he flew purposefully down. He formally announced himself to the black snake using all his best names and famous titles. He waited for a reply; the road said nothing.

A noise told him another chariot was approaching. Crow did not move. Perhaps he was being tested? When the silver-grey thing came in sight, he could make out a man inside. Crow stood up his tallest and began to declare himself in his most impressive voice. Strange that there was no response. He wondered if he was speaking at all for the chariot kept coming fast. It showed no evidence of stopping. Crow held his ground. The man's eyes had no expression for Crow. Finally he there was a glimmer of something- passing concern?- But the speed did not alter whatsoever. He was summarily run over.

Crow just woke up.

Crow was hungry.

And now Crow was dead.

Why had he come back from his journey at all? He never had a desire to learn about 30 inch Firestone radial tires in such an intimate way.

Crow floated above the silent road for a moment considering. He thought a wicked curse for the road. Then turned himself into Fox-Eyed-Woman. He drew the sounds of his oath in his own blood with his own dark feathers before running on long legs after the source of his death. Cracks like nasty scars began to form beneath the flattened corvine body, but he was already too far away to see them spread.

To be dead first thing in the day means every hour afterward can only get better. He hurried faster because where that man went there would be food. And sport to his liking or so he hoped behind a rueful smile.

Fox-Eyed-Woman forgot about being Crow. She knew that she was beautiful, wily and vengeful.

She easily caught up with and over took the demise of Crow. She stood the road ahead of that massive chariot. This time the instant she came into the line of sight of his pale eyes. They went wide. He brought his conveyance to a hideous stop before a mocha skinned siren in a black summer dress. Stumbling in a rush out to her, loud babble sounds came from his mouth. Noise. Fox-Eyed-Woman tilted her head to one side, brushing long strands of dark hair into place.

Words- something. Then:

Hey Miss. Uh lady, are you all right? I am so sorry I did not see you sooner! Are you OK? Do you need help??

Scrutinizing him for a moment she blinked; looked deeper into- into- Spencer. Shaved, clean, average, Spencer. Yes. Please? Can you help? Came an guileless, halting reply.

He escorted her to the passenger side of an all wheel drive Ford pickup truck. The experience of riding inside did not move Fox-Eyed-Woman very much. Her heart already hated it from the outside and now from within as well. Spencer, so he was called because his parents loved old black & white movies, was on his usual morning commute into the city were he worked as a freelance design consultant.

What ever happened to tanner or cooper? Horse tamer even.

Fox-Eyed-Woman did her best to maintain a level of interest in the Chattering Man Dialogue. For her the majority of what he said meant nothing, though she was fast learning. so kept him talking with subtle input.

The trees gave way to ugly buildings and open spaces where cars lined up in patterns. These mosaics made no picture to view from above, she knew.

So do you want me to take you- where? Home? The police? Hospital??

No, I am not that bad off, she smiled coyly.

Where then?

I feel like I haven't eaten in days. Where is there good food?

Alright. There was puzzling apprehension was in his voice. I know a great place. It is breakfast time so try their French Toast. Amazing stuff!

As they went further into the city proper the traffic became worse than Autumn migration; twice the headache.

I could drop you there. The bus stops just out front too.

That would be fine. Thank you for your help, Spencer, the false words sounded thick in her shapely mouth.

Spencer kept glancing at glowing numbers in the- dash and then at a band on his wrist; then frustrated at the cars ahead of them not moving fast enough.

Shit! Man! Look, I don't have enough time to get you there. I'll be late for everything. Can I just drop you here. OK?

Thank you anyway, Spencer.

He completely missed the renewal of wrath behind that radiant smile.

Goodbye, Spencer.

Goodbye, he awkwardly replied as she slid to the pavement. No man ever fled from Fox-Eyed-Woman as this man seemed to.

How long would it take him to notice the single bloody feather she left in the truck?

Walking and walking on the streets full of gawking men- and women Fox-Eyed-Woman endured. She was to annoyed and weary from hunger to flirt back at them all. Miles later, there was the purple building Spencer had envisioned. An elegantly scripted sign over the door read Lethe.

She minced up to the woman behind the counter in a cute way that could not be helped and asked for a pastry and the strongest drink available. To. Go.

That comes to $7.56, the server smile politely.

Ah! Expletive! She had nothing to repay with. To avoid further uncomfortable interactions she left the place ahuff throwing into everyone a forgetfulness that she had been there; to be in keeping with the name of the place and all. But that wasn't even worth a half smile at the moment.

In a side alley, Fox-Eyed-Woman remembered being Crow. At once his wings lifted him up high. He turned inward.

This Spencer had done serious wrongs: firstly, killing him; secondly, granting a stranger less than half the hand of generosity. Hmm, well, his day was improving after all, but not nearly enough to get his laugh on. Crow flapped absently over the city, around its tall, shining buildings, rather. Shiny was good. Not so good as? His thoughts sped off leagues away. His body stretched to keep pace. They met up together again at an isolated home blessedly made of wood, surrounded by a level front lawn, gardens and stands of well placed trees. Crow landed himself on the rail of the wrap around porch and peered into large window. This here was the house of Spencer. There was Spencer's woman- girlfriend not wife. Another average creature. She sat, one leg tucked under on a couch with a glass in her hand, staring.

Dull eyes.

North-Man very tall, slim and well formed forgot about being Crow. He ran a hand through vibrant red hair and carried himself with an easy gait to the front door. The woman answered his knock.

Putting all the sweet he dared into his voice, North-Man convinced- convinced Mischele he was an acquaintance who worked with Spencer often and wanted to throw him a little surprise party and needed her help. He would have called but... more talk. Words to fill the space between the door and the living room.

What were you watching (so stupidly)? North-Man queried.

Oh, nothing important. There is never anything good on, but we just got this brand new HD thing. I love it. The picture quality is fantastic. The old one burned out. I think it was defective.

He pretended to admire this device. Inwardly he bowed in respect for he saw Snake in the box. Clever, clever Snake. So this is how to keep them all in check. The understanding made him grin lopsidedly.

Abrupt, turning to her he asked, I don't wish to impose myself but I have not been able to eat all day. Do you have anything?

Yes, of course.?

She led him to the spacious kitchen where he managed to construct a sandwich to suit his omnivorous tastes and ate it slowly with the greatest pleasure while Mischele nattered about Spencer. He did not listen. Ice water as a chaser and North-Man was feeling more like himself. Alright. Enough of this. A glint of wicked passed over him. Mischele saw it and felt a fearful doubt about this man. It passed however, when he stepped closer, looked deep into her and suggested almost sexually,

Now. Let us do some redecorating for that party, as he picked up his plate and hurled it to the wall just behind her.

She didn't even jump.

Easily under his spell, Mischele transformed into something to match any berserker. Together with savage, inhuman energy they shattered every mirror, window and glass item. Shredded and overturned furniture; casting a few choice pieces out the windows. Smashed the televisions with golf clubs. Knifed everything. Upstairs and down they went. Flooded bathrooms, burned Spencer's clothes. Drenched rooms with the vintage wine collection. Axed the statuary... Oh the howls and screams they made! The entire house was razed in delirious abandonment. Black feathers strewn amongst the destruction.

At the end of it Mischele stormed out of the chaos with a few suitcases convinced she just had and afternoon of life changing experiences so wonderful that she was going to leave her longtime boyfriend for this Red Head. She drove off without a doubt she would meet North-Man at the airport and they would fly to Mexico. He, of course, had no intention of seeing her again- if he could help it.

North-Man lounged in a disfigured, overstuffed and not gutted leather chair eating corn bread dipped in one surviving carafe of milk. Crumbs fell all down his green shirt. This was excellence itself.

He couldn't dislodge the grin from his jaw. Wait until Spencer returns!

Spencer drove back home as a giant state of aggravation after the most preposterous day he had ever experienced. Between project delays, unhappy clients and the lost clients; he was beyond unsettled.

He had forgotten about the gorgeous knock out he had almost knocked over on the ride in. And the nasty feather he daintily kick out of his truck. And what happened to the road since this morning? Were they doing construction? No, because there was that same cat or bird road-kill.

An image of the Fox-Eyed-Woman flashed in his memory, but it meant nothing to him at the time.

Jeez, if he drove this road everyday like this he would have to get the realignment done every week!

At sighing last Spencer was home and parking his truck in the garage.

He noticed it was darker than usual and Mischele must not have been home. She usually calls about plan changes. Odd. Fighting down an uneasy churning within, Spencer went to the front door in stead of the side entrance. He knew something wasn't kosher. Up the stairs, fumbling for the porch light, shock nibbled at his toes and fingers, eating greedily to his center. Before he could open the front door, before he could manipulate his cell phone a large, black bird emerge suddenly from one of the windows. Shards of disturbed glass fell in its wake. It kaaawed and to Spencer he thought he heard malevolent laughter.

The laughter did not stop ringing in Spencer's brains for a long time.


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I woke up with a bearing down in my bones
It made me snap at the pan fried corncakes
And my oaf late waking boyfriend
A long hot shower couldn't dowse the phantom ache
The wind would take on a ferrel sound
When it picked up bogies hitching on the way I did the senseable thing in a chez lounge
I let a book read me wrapped up warm
The sky was a pillow slate roof under construction
Stuffing down the misery feeling
Stuffing my feet into shoes
I agreed to go walking
A Grumble plodding forth into the Wet Crunch-
Salad bowl colony New England
And I without a fork
Black water dogs open their mouths loud
Actively displaying their aggrivated state
Somewhere a cow bemoans the same feeelings
Crow on wing argues with a little cousin
We are together on the brink of electrical breakdown
In the chaos of wind and ice I run laughing mad
My heart joiks the storm battle with it's own thunder
(Joikks and awaaaaaaay!)
On a dryer side when I look out the window
Done with panting but still drenched
The sky is as open wide as a resurrection house
And I am freed from my sense of tornadoes
I wish you could see how I walk
When your chains aren't cast all about my neck
When I walk free of you
I am the Soldier Man
Taller than the rest
My boots don't stumble me
There is blood spotted on my face
My lip is split open
But I wear it different
When you aren't looking
Your blue eyes to that brain
Making out a silly girl child
Where the Soldier Man should be
Fetters hobble my purposeful stride
Under a yoke so heavy
Then you crack the whip to mach schnell
And you ask why I plow up
Dark furrows across the plain of my brow
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